some thoughts of mine

Dilo bear wishes somehow that she has the capability of what most women have - - the art of seduction, which we call in Burmese as “MAYA”, or which we term as “诱惑 (you huo)” in Chinese. Nevertheless Dilo bear is proud to admit that she is a plain jane who neither knows how to dress up nor attracts the one that she likes. All she knows is giving what she can which of course many a times HE doesn’t need or wanted. She is willingly to do anything, anything to make him safe, healthy and most of all happy. Thus in her believe, sacrifices she have made are worthy to do so. Perhaps it is in her nature to give. And it was never in her character to force or drove people to desperation.
....But then it is hard to be a good person.. It is even harder …To take the blame and ask for forgiveness. To forgive in spite of being the innocent party. To give her blessing and wishes when she herself is in pain. To let go when all she ever wanted is just the opposite. To forget and live on as if nothing has happened.

>>these are what i often felt..its just that never really has the chance to pen down my thoughts...just something i wish to keep in this site forever so that even after many years later, i will be able to read and laugh back at all the sillyness and innoncent thoughts of mine :P