just a difference of..

C and F..
but..it can create so much problem..
my my my..

well, duno what i am saying?
its this..

C = (F - 32) / 1.8
F = (C * 1.8) + 32

where..Temperature in Celsius and Temperature in Fahrenheit
See here for more details and conversion:

05.01.2009

economy is bad.
real bad.
really bad.
And when it hits you or any of the closed frens or love ones you know..
what will you do?
what can you do?
How will you react?
What can you do to help?
What is the next ultimate step one can take?

Retrenchment (删除)...indeed a word people are so afraid of!
sigh :(

hope that all those i know can hold on to their job tightly and sit comfortably at their office each day without any worries of losing job or replacement.

endings and beginnings

With many Endings for 2008 and new beginnings for 2009

I really wish to end all of these.

Start from scratch.

All over again.

Pick up from where I have fallen.

Woken from the nightmare-cum-dream-like life..

Thus, a final goodbye from Dilobear,thank you for being with me..all these while..really appreciate it..with deepest sincerity...

...goodbye..

hii Hiii

le·thar·gic. DiLo..

has been away for a long long while naw..
thanks for all the concern mails and comments from lovely sis and frens
~
oh well..umm..here i m..
backie..
with much encouragement..much motivation and much energy
O_*

aunty diLo-to-be :P

dilo Bear is going to be aunty to little Junior Aungsan ..!
dilo wonders ..whether .. a little missy or mr..
wii wiink!
its really so amazing isn't it?
a small tiny life..from an egg and sperm it will grow..into a little tiny baby..

>> 11 weeks and 2 days!

congrats to both mum and dad to be..!!

Confession of a Bear named Dilo (ONE)

Ahem. In the name of ahem ahem, Dilo Bear would like to confess to the readers that she is incapable of doing the following things:

1. Writing posts in Burmese language or giving comments in Burmese

>> typing itself is a tedious process, not to mention having to remember the format of the letters and icons on the keyboard. If I were to type out one paragraph then I suppose it is better to kill me than attempting to make me go through such pain and stress! Actually the most important thing is that I am not really good with Burmese language although I can speak it fluently :P woahaha

2. Installing C-Box for readers to give comments

>> Well, the c-box is inaccessible from the place I am stationed for most of the time ! So what is the point of having it when I would hardly be there to keep up with the comments?
So if want to give me comments openly then can do it after the post or if want to tell me secretly (*roll eyes*) then can send to my gmail: dilobear@gmail.com or the more private gmail which most of my frens know of!

3. Changing the banner, blog skin or add addition features to the site
4. Sharing songs so that one click can simply lead to the downloading of the song
5. Sharing Pictures but with the logo of "dilobear" on them so as to prevent Copyrights
6. Installing Burmese fonts onto the blog site

>> Sorry, I really is an IT or pc Idiot! Lolz, will take me ages just to read the instructions, let alone trying them out step by step
So if you notice, I hardly do anything to the site even though I would like to change it according to the season and occasion. No doubt I have a few "experts" who are really pro. I called them the "Blogger- Agent". They knew where and how to go about "renovating" blogs.
Perhaps I should be their agent and help them find "business" on this Blog Renovation! Woahahaaha..well, its just a thought only eh..

So ya.
A thousand apology if I miss to reply your comments. Someday when Dilo has learnt the tactics she shall try out and upgrade this site :D

The blue Books

Piglet came running to Pooh and said breathlessly, “Me has something to show you. Guess what?”
Pooh was busy, as usual, so said half-heartedly: “I don’t know Piglet! Why don’t you tell me what have you got in your hands?”

“Öh, I have got your photo in my right hand and the Blue Books in the other!” in between breathes, Piglet continues, panting: “I got them! Finally I did it! Aren’t you proud of me Pooh?”

“As you said, I took you spiritually with me, all these while I am striving hard for it! I hope I did you proud! Hee..”

"Hug Hugs.."said Piglet with a jump and give a beary hug to Pooh!

Piglet was lucky. It took a total of 3 months of writing, 3 months of editing.. Handed in 5th of May and get confirmation on 31st July. Only took Piglet a total of 2 months time for the examination of it..! Handed in the final bound on 13th August..! Aint Piglet a lucky fellower :P..wiiik..weee..

from-me-to-U

Being a bubbly, talkative and too dependent DiloBear..who wants care and concern occassionally, remembrance frequently ..its really hard..
But
I have really tried... for this period of time..
Put in a lot alot effort and will power...
to give my understanding, silent and the peace you would seek to have..!

I hope you are happy and well

~

but it seems..sometime when given "ALL IN"...to mold into something that one can never be...it seem some character will have to go..to welcome for the newer ones..umm

am i taking things overly serious?

ops.. did i..have i..put myself too far too deep into water
when i should be just "testing water" instead?

ps:

testing water = literally refers to have a taste or just get a try at something

being vulenrable

Being sick is never pleasant and least of all never enjoyable and fun. Even though one might get to rest and if convenient enough to get MC and exemption from work, being sick can be such tedious and tiring job.! Well, I think when one is sick one is at his or her most vulnerable moments. Thus I try to be there for my friends and loved ones whenever they are sick or unwell. For I don’t want them to feel even more worse than they can be.. And I am not sure about others but for me I want high dosage of love, care and sleep .
It sure is an agony to have spent the whole of weekend feeling sick, being sick..but as with other things, it has past by.. and soon it will be another day..
Cheers..for Tomorrow will be another day, a better day. .I am sure!!

forever-fren-bear

FFB- forever friend bear..the Forever Fren Bear fever is getting worse!!my recent likeness for it has taken for a worse turn..from setting it as screen saver to wall paper...to even thinking of getting a soft toy!..the worst is whever i close my eyes, i would be seeing it..perhaps, i am not sure if it is the bear itself that i m crazy over or that someone who looks like it..

i wonder..hmm..but whatever it is, i hope this fever will not go as fast as it comes.. :P

all trouble brew from bubble ..

it all started with a simple fault..the sound system..no sound..no tones..simply nothing..!
then it went all the way to recovery of whole system and then to toll free hotline and endless calls and finally to sending it off..once more..

i am really not sure why am i so jinx to PC, laptop..all kinds of small or big things that have to do with computer, internet, software and basically to pressing keys and typing of codes!
sigh..
well not that i did not understand english or that i have not learn of computer parts and its language..i just simply ...can't....iyo..hiyo
and one may not believe me but if i were to count among my circle of friends, i have got big shot computer pros..one who is good in software, ánother who is expert in both troubleshooting and solving..and a handful who make living out of that occupation ....but yet.. i feel "paiseh (arr nar)" to approach them..afterall they are all working and there are many more things that need their attention..nevertheless, i wish i have tiny winy bits of their knowledge imparted to me..in order to prevent any more performance and aftermath of my magical touch!!!

arrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrggggghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh wat a shity day!!!!!
yucky..weeeekttttttttttttyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy
can someone out there...pls pls pls..touch me with ur magic wand...
take this magical touch away..pls pls pls..

10.06.08 !

10th June 2008, tuesday!! !..

Today marks the day which I received Two life determining news:
...............Something that everyone has been saying I wouldn’t be able make to it..
......Another is that what everyone has been telling me to do..
One is beyond my control and another is beyond the control of my heart ..
Both...at which I helplessly watched it..hit me in the heart, mind and soul..opsi..

if love is true

Ah Kyin Nar Sit Yin (if love is true) - - by Sone Thin Par

Singer : Sone Thin Pa
Lyrics : Min Chit Thu

I was attracted to you and unknowingly landed onto the vast open sea like heart of yours
Just like wind and cloud I got caught in the web of your heart
Should I take consolation in just looking at you, my love

I really don’t wish to carry on dreaming and fantasizing, in this reality world

I am always here for you
But are you the one for me?

If love given is true and sincere,
It should be reciprocated

Believe me …
I have given you my love completely
Someday …will the love I have given, get reciprocated in similar way

Like the echoes and sound waves vibrated within the walls of mountains
In order to prevent it from disappearing into thin air,
Shouldn’t you do something about it?
Can’t you do anything else other than the love you can give silently
Can you understand that indifference and distance love is not enough for me

I am always here for you,
But are you the one for me?
If love is true, it should be reciprocated

Believe me …
I have given you my love completely
Someday …will the love I have given, get reciprocated in similar way

For love that is true, even in the absence of cupid to play match maker, shouldn’t love given sincerely be reciprocated
My future, my love, my everything, I have given you
I have given everything including my life to you
Will the love given, return?

I am always here for you,
But are you the one for me?

If the love is true, I am sure the love will be reciprocal, will I get it back too?

>>>>>>>>>>>>>>

I am not really good with translation but this is what i feel from the song (english version)!if someone has a link or source for the lyrics of this song in burmese, do let me know. thanks :PWhat is true love.. I wonder? But people has defined it to be when your own wants and needs don’t matter to you as long as that person is happy and alright, and that you care for them more than you care for yourself, with the self sacrificing mindset that you rather make them happy then yourself happy. Perhaps this basic word takes up different definition for everyone. For me, love is going through life passing each day with him, be it in thoughts or hands in hands (that would be metaphorically of course)! Love is when you stick by him, still willing to be with him more than anyone else even though you get to meet many others who are better than him in terms of looks, financial status or the way you are being treated. Love is being there for him whenever you can. Love is being comfortable with him, being truthful, staying faithful and most of all, trusting enough to tell him anything and everything about yourself including things that you are ashamed of or things you feel inferior of. Love is knowing you can depend on him and find a sense of security. Love is when you he looks so appealing and manly to you despite all his weakness and bad habits. I feel that since he is the person closet to me next to my own parents, I would want him to be there for me when I celebrate in happiness, when I cries in sadness, when I am desperate for help, when I am at lost, when I am in trouble! Similarly, I would want to be there for him physically, or spiritually. In this hi-tech ever growing and ever fast forwarding age, communication is fast and easy while transportation is even more accessible. I am sure if you love someone, you would have her in your mind and that regardless of any situation or circumstances, you would be there for her. At least try to be there for her. Isn’t it?

And yet once again I feel guilty for not being there for him. It has been twice on which both occasions, I felt that I had let him down. In times of when he needed me, I wasn’t there for him. And I feel so apologetic yet I did not do anything about it except for the apology which I can offer profusely. I cried for my action and behavior but I was not there for him on all three days. I wonder if this is a sign or indication. But whatever it is, the truth is that I wasn’t there for him. And that according to him, I have blocked his future by being indecisive and not being able to let go. I wonder

Only those who have been let down can understand how bad it felt and how hurting it can be. Of course expectations need to be lowered and consideration of circumstance and situation one is in has to be made. But still when it is the one closest to you let you down, that is the point where it hurts most. They left deep emotional scar in the heart and many a times, memories despite with time do not age away.

my nemeis:

i wonder what did i do in my past live to deserve such a talent. .!
the latest one i discoverd is my new magic touch with the softwares...ek..
my my my..truly blessed me..such wonderful me..
happiness..awaits me..
hiaz~

Stress of my life~!

book is out..what's next? :P

really keeping my fingers cross, for the blue hard cover book and the approach of C-ceremony!!!

backie ~

yeh..finally..after months of being away from here..
i m gona stay for good!!!! yeh..

IP phone

got IP phone!!ek..tat means i ll be carrying 500 bucks thingy with me..

although this would mean i can be contacted anytime anywhere so long i m still in ICES,

but once lost..there goes my money..ek..

hate hate hate it..!!!!

how true it is when they say...bad luck comes in company..with loads of its friends..woahahahaha

soft heart?!

i have learnt that i have a BIG weakness..that..my ...hear is weak and that the softness of it is way below than sub minus..
i could never ever stay angry or keep away or hate someone for more than a day or so!
i could never ever stay away ...from people that i care for..
even if it meant that i am "thick skin" or "shameless" or " prideless"..if i think he or she is worthy of me doing so, i would never hesitate to initiate or approach!
i could never hide away nor kept things unsaid..

oh ya..thats me..sigh! when will i learn..when will i grow..from this..weakness of mine :(

so tired!

i m so tired..really..

of trying to get the 1000 and 1 thingS done!..just before the New Rat year comes..

:(

hin hint hinttt